2.05.2005

I Believe

sound : Everything Means Nothing To Me - Elliot Smith



as a child i always believed that heaven was a place where all my dead pets would stay to invite me when i reach there... i believed that heaven was where i'd see my grandma again... i believed that all types of candy grew off of the trees in heaven and the rivers and lakes were full of soda... i believed that man and animal would live in perfect harmony like Eden island in the old phantom comics... i believed that heaven lay somewhere just above the clouds.... i belived that all good people would go to heaven...i believed that i would go to heaven....



i now know that i am not a good person....



will i go to heaven?



where exactly is heaven?....



what exactly is heaven?....



peacerespectempathy

3 comments:

Anonymous said...

Hmmmm...they say u make heaven and hell. rt on earth.. makes a lot of sense. but deep down there, i guess everyone wants to believe that there is a better world out there.
Moonlight n flowers n lakes n elves dressed in white n unicorns n everything thats mystical.

btw, there is something abt white...

Anonymous said...

Hmm...i dunno wat heaven looks like....but i do believe that it does exist....i cud be wrong but i think hell is a place whr u find things that u hate or are scared of the most....it depends on person to person....for me hell cud be a place filled with people with horrific faces(like the one in exorcist)....a place whr were i'd be drowned or strangled to death everyday....a place with no rains....no love... come to think about it, i've heard that heaven is the exact opposite of hell...there are some pure and good desires in our hearts that we may not be aware of....things that only THE GREAT POWER knows....may be all those desires may be fulfilled in heaven....but then i've also heard that in heaven u find eternal happiness.....no one knows wat eternal happiness is ....so God knows wat we find there....but before that....dont u think we shud be deserving enuf to go to heaven???

Anonymous said...

heaven...umm, lets see. I think its a state of mind (I have heard many people starting most of their answers with this)

Well, on a serious note, I believe heaven and hell are denotions for not-being and being. This doesn't mean to die is heaven! I think if you eradicate all your impurities to a level that you cease to exist - that's heaven. Everything else is hell