"I just thought myself into a corner."

sound : Hoochie Coochie Man - Eric Clapton

its been a really eventful few days... everything's happening so fast its all a blur... numero uno on the list of happenings is that

I GOT MY VISA!!!

yeah... thats been the best(est) piece of news ive had in a looooooooong time... yeah... im flying high on that one... like WHOOOSH!!!.... hell yeah!.... the trip to riyadh was awesome... we stayed at siby unc's place (AMEN)... his kid was as annoying as hell... jesus wins.... heh heh heh.... bought myself a DVD... imagine... i got it for 30 bucks... usually a dvd costs something like 75-100 bucks... for 30 bucks... it was a steal... Pink Floyd Live At Pompeii: The Directors Cut.... the journey was good... we stayed with kadeer unc at taif... ate at this really cool lebanese restaraunt... romana.... the food was awesome... their Mushakkil Salattha (mixed salad) was awesome.... i can gladly say that the food from romana wa the best lebanese food ive ever eaten....

i'll post some pics from the trip later on....

sanzi's first birthday party was the day before yesterday... it was good... i cant believe how fast time flows... it seems like just yesterday that i find out bina nt gave birth... one whole year... wow!....

birthday greets (i know some of them are kinda late)

17th jan:

• tina
• nandu

19th jan:

• chachen
• suren
• dina

24th jan:

• lakshmi
• sanzi

those were a lot of people huh?... well... called t on her b'day... crap!... i just realized... i havent wished suren yet!!... holy shit! how stupid am i?... even after surya reminded me!!!... CRAP!!!

neet called up today... she sounded all happy... had her first smoke and she didnt like it... made me feel like crap about myself though... i promised her, t and arun that i'd call them but ive been too lazy to do so... how bad am i?... i dont even keep my promises anymore...but the truth is... i hate telephones... makes me feel wierd to talk into a microphone... even when i was little... ive hated phone conversations (unless im the listener) and ive always hated speaking into answering machines.... answering machines are just another way for the government to record our voices to study our mannerisms and speech patterns to falsely accuse us of doing the things that we havent done... the bastards!....

i cant believe it... i dont blog for more than a week and when i sit myself own to type something... BLANK!... i have nothing... i was expecting so much yet i have nothing to type about...

there's this blog ive been reading non-stop... i cant help it... its so sad, yet so beautiful... its the story of this woman's childhood... she wants to get it published... trust me... this is worth publishing....

--No One's Child--

then theres this other interesting blog... its sorta like mine in many ways... very non-directional... heh heh heh....

--Cliché Monster--

will pen in (how outdated is that phrase?) more when i get inspired...

i want inspiration....

can you inspire me?...

peacerespectempathy