Amma

sound : With Or Without You - U2



i remember my grandmother... i know that doesnt sound like much but the thing is that she died when i was four.... i remember her clearly....



i used to call her amma...



i remember that she used to always keep a couple of packs of fruity and 'appy for me in the little refridgerator that was in her hospital room.... i remember that she had the same eyes as mama.... come to think of it... mama's starting to look just like her....



i remember that she had to do this sunlight therapy or something... she used to use these colored plastic sheets that were kept in cardboard frames to direct sunlight onto parts of her body... she used to give those things to me after she used them and i used to throw them around like multi colored frisbees...



she died of a kidney failure.... i was four and i was the only grandchild that she had seen on this realm... my first cousin was born 3 years later... its funny... i still feel attached to her.... maybe its because i knew i was her favorite...



i was her only grandchild...



i was her favorite...



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