10.11.2004

Non-human

sound : Jeff Buckley – Hallelujah

I’m in one of those moods again… I can’t seem to get myself back on my feet no matter how hard I try… I haven’t had a proper conversation in days… I speak in mono-syllables to my folks and I feel nauseous all the time… my days drag on and on and the nights go on forever… I’m bored and lonely… I wish I had someone to talk to right now… how pathetic huh? I don’t have anybody to talk to… me… I never used to be the most popular guy or anything but I’ve never ever felt lonely… I know I’m surrounded by people but I still feel so damn lonely… empty actually… I feel like I have nothing… I don’t feel like I belong… I don’t feel anymore… I feel numb… stone-cold and numb… this is sick… I can’t type anymore…

peacerespectempathy

No comments: