Listening to : nirvana - come as you are
"He was an embryo god, not yet ready to be born. For ages he floated in limbo,
knowing what he had been, but not what he had become. He was still in a state of flux - somewhere between chrysalis and butterfly. Or perhaps only between caterpillar and chrysalis..." - Arthur C. Clarke [2010: Odyssey Two]
i'm strumming the riff from "come as you are" ad infinitum... maybe its a sign of my degenerative creativity?........ this incomplete-ness feels horrific... i want to create but i cant.... i am the "embryo god"... i am in a state of suspension... i do nothing... i feel everything... i am nothing yet i want something... what is it that i want?... i dont know.... maybe its material and shallow... maybe its more of a spiritual thing... maybe its physical... maybe i just need a life!
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