2.07.2004

hate thyself!

Feeling : pissed and stupid and sleepy and fuckin annoyed
Listening to : tool - forty six and 2

when you dont understand something its better off not knowing why you try to understand stuff you cannot understand... why want to better yourself when you are good as is?... agreed evolution is good, but when we watch ourselves evolving into a species of moronic, self-loving bastards i'd prefer us all being extinct... look around you... shit! thats all there is... SHIT!!!... nothings good... all we have is our personal rocks and pillars that we hang on to and the propoganda filled bullshit thats crammed down our throats at every turn... want... we all want something... do we get it?... i want to continue my studies... but can i?... NO!! not under these fucking circumstances... i want an iPOD... can i get one?... NO!! way over my fucking financial capabilities... why do we want when we clear enough know we wont get what we want when we want it?... thats the whole deal huh?... your fuckin dreams driving you to persue shit and stuff like that?... its stupid... its all fucked up... amen.

damn... i forgot my username... its hyperbolaic (incase i forget again)

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