blechhh!!!

Feeling : bored
Listening to : cold - stupid girl

stayed over at t's place last nite... watched "the last samurai"... awesome flick... set up her mp3 player and stuff... same old same old... boring crap....im numb due to boredom....blechhh!!!

Dead birds and old folks

Feeling : calm
Listening to : Audioslave - Shadow on the Sun

I saw the most beautiful thing today... on my way to work i saw this dead dove on the road.... it was lying flat on its back... flat... its wings were spread out and its legs were pointing downwards and its tail was spread open like a fan.... and did i mention it was flat?... yeah.... musta been crushed by a car or something... there was no blood and it wasnt all squishy or gooey or anything it was dry... maybe it was dry because of the heat out in these parts (???)... its head was facing its left and it just looked fucking beautiful... yea i know... you ppl out there must be like "what kind of a sick bastard is he?"... well, i aint a sick bastard... i never said i liked seeing dead animals... i just said it was beautiful... it looked so peaceful yet so horribly twisted... so truthful yet very fake... so fucking cool.... i musta stood there staring at the bird for like 2 minutes... already im avoided on the streets for looking like some sorta hairy pachydermoid-monkey (whatever the fuck that is!!!)... now im staring at a dead bird... there was this one old guy (must be like 70 or something) whom i noticed as i was walking away... he was looking at me like i was a looney or something... stupid piece of *^&%*&!!!

..........

Feeling : stupid
Listening to : HIM - Solitary Man

i dunno why but ive been puttin writin this off for a long time... from today onwards ill try to put more effort into my mlog... (burps and farts included)... nothing to write actually... went to this awesome villa in abhur for the weekend (thanks to kairali)... it was ok... played a few games and stuff... lost all of em :P... it was kinda so so... nothin special or anything... blah blah blah..... excrete and rejoice brethren - avi

Chaoticismically Speaking On Purposefullnecessity

Feeling : nice
Listening to : nothing...silence

all fine here... met everyone today... t came over for a while but had to go soon cos she got her french exam tomorrow... suddenly felt like writing today.... so here... this is brand new... just finished writing it.... same old same old here... invited out to lunch by rajeev unc and family tomoirrow... dinner at peter uncs place.... then back to slavery (work without pay that is)...

-=-Chaoticismically Speaking On Purposefullnecessity-=-

imploding brains of swine,
fried genitalia of horse,
boiled eyes of snail,
baked limbs of snake;
mix well, shake hard, eat well.

rip out their guts,
chew your tongue,
peel her skin,
shave his ears;
scratch them all into the wall.

1, 2, 3, 5, 8, 13, 21, 34, 55, 89...

un-paradoxicality living in pessimism,
removing dogmaticism and restoring normality,
breaking your fanatically untrue stigmaticism,
peeling vitality out of my pseudo-optimism.

doctrines of truth for the unholy pagans-
evils miss-spelled into truth-
leadership gifted to an ape-
understandability the real uncommon sense.

"The flapping of a single butterfly's wing today produces a tiny change in the state of the atmosphere. Over a period of time, what the atmosphere actually does diverges from what it would have done. So, in a month's time, a tornado that would have devastated the Indonesian coast doesn't happen. Or maybe one that wasn't going to happen, does." (Ian Stewart, Does God Play Dice? The Mathematics of Chaos, pg. 141)

i am your street-light;
you are my street corner, 30 buck hooker.
remember buzz lightyear?
"to infinity and beyond!" said he
break yourself, take a break.

yur oen asginfiiainct.

remember we have purposefullnecessity,
rape yourself fool, nobody cares.
breathe through you fingers;
be a jerk, do not be me, be a jerk

William of Okham says-
"Pluralitas non est ponenda sine neccesitate"
(which translates as "entities should not be multiplied unnecessarily")
Meaning is relative.
If you are naive it means one,
but to the fool-hardy it means another.

hit an f major my princess of excretery fluids,
be my musically biblical friend.
do we or do we not,
true we be what we are not meant to be.

facilitation of needs of a nation.
necessitation of one angry fraction.
vacation from all this constipation.
na na na na na na na na na na na na na.

"What exactly is chaos? Put simply, it is the idea that it is possible to get completely random results from normal equations. Chaos theory also covers the reverse: finding the order in what appears to be completely random data." Grey Rae (Chaos Theory: A Brief Introduction)

i hate this numbing constancy...

Feeling : bored
Listening to : the awesome threesome in tool's lateralus: disposition, reflection and triad

didnt go to work for the past two days cos i had a fever.... sat around doing nothing.... today i realized my hair is getting outta control... like at work when i put on my cap and it looks like im hiding a forest underneath... think ill start tieing my hair or something... but the problem with tieing my hair is that the front part... it doest reach all the way back.... theres like 3/4th of an inch more.... but i guess it will be ok if i keep my cap on at all times... it would have been fine if my hair were straight... my hair aint straight... its mega curly.... thats good actually.... but kinda tough to handle... ok heres a question to all you ladies out there - i have thick curly hair (brownish) shampoo makes it all knotted and tangled and stuff... i dont mind the curls... gimme a remedy for the knottedness....thanks... im bored stiff... bah.... im goin to bed...