sound : Rising 06.06.06 - Lustmord
awake.... i dream daily, non-stop, forever.... i need release.... so much i want to do... so much to say... so much to accomplish.... i have no motivation, no confidence.... i feel numb...
it's not so much of me not having things to do... it's more because i have to "do".... thats the thing... i feel like i have sold out..... i have a routine to follow... i can't just up and leave if i want to.... i have bills to pay, commitments to fulfill.... i am not a bird.... i am not a bird!....
perhaps the secret to finding my joy in things is the hermits' way.... maybe i should let go of all things materialistic and join an ashram.... meditate on a single idea for a few years... maybe then i'll understand what's going on with the universe (as i know it)....
unenthused i leave you now.... adieu...
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