1.25.2007
comatose
sound : The Beginning And the End - Isis
comatose..... my brain is comatose.... my creative processes are at a hiatus..... my body doesn't want to sleep anymore....
but i better sleep...
comatose..... my brain is comatose.... my creative processes are at a hiatus..... my body doesn't want to sleep anymore....
but i better sleep...
1.15.2007
I (kinda) look like Rick James bitch!
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plus, i'm showing off my new haircut....
1.09.2007
Want vs. Need
sound : Girls' Night Out - The Knife
choice vs need... want vs need..... choices everywhere drive me nuts.... do i do this?... do i eat that?.... can i finish this?.....
State University of New York
it's not like i can afford it or anything....the course they offer is perfect....P-E-R-F-E-C-T!.... but the problem is... can i leave here?.... can i not be here?.... will i be able to leave everything behind and pursue my dream?.... can i leave family, friends and even her behind?....
its new york!
aaah.... i need time to think....
choice vs need... want vs need..... choices everywhere drive me nuts.... do i do this?... do i eat that?.... can i finish this?.....
State University of New York
it's not like i can afford it or anything....the course they offer is perfect....P-E-R-F-E-C-T!.... but the problem is... can i leave here?.... can i not be here?.... will i be able to leave everything behind and pursue my dream?.... can i leave family, friends and even her behind?....
its new york!
aaah.... i need time to think....
1.07.2007
trapped brain-sperm
sound : Bitches Brew - Miles Davis
i'm on a roll.... my muzzle is greying, my eyes are crinkly..... yup, i'm on a roll...
time takes it's toll... today becomes yesterday and tomorrow becomes today..... yup, time takes it's toll....
i need more.... more fun, more life, more money, more time.... yup, i need more....
gimme faith and i will break you.... i witnessed the de-evolution of a couple of hundred people today....the sight left me with a bitter taste in my mouth.... one of the de-evolvers accosted me outside of their laboratory and tried to befriend me.... i gave him the cold shoulder.... that bastard!.....
change is coming..... a new period.... many changes... the wheels are turning and the body finally agrees to follow the will.... maybe now "the happy"-ness will come home and stay home along with his brethren.....
why the cryptic message?... who knows.... maybe i feel like toying with you.... maybe, just maybe, i'm being nice to you by not letting you into my mind....
my mind is a bad, bad place...... trust me on that.....
i'm on a roll.... my muzzle is greying, my eyes are crinkly..... yup, i'm on a roll...
time takes it's toll... today becomes yesterday and tomorrow becomes today..... yup, time takes it's toll....
i need more.... more fun, more life, more money, more time.... yup, i need more....
gimme faith and i will break you.... i witnessed the de-evolution of a couple of hundred people today....the sight left me with a bitter taste in my mouth.... one of the de-evolvers accosted me outside of their laboratory and tried to befriend me.... i gave him the cold shoulder.... that bastard!.....
change is coming..... a new period.... many changes... the wheels are turning and the body finally agrees to follow the will.... maybe now "the happy"-ness will come home and stay home along with his brethren.....
why the cryptic message?... who knows.... maybe i feel like toying with you.... maybe, just maybe, i'm being nice to you by not letting you into my mind....
my mind is a bad, bad place...... trust me on that.....
1.05.2007
"The lunatic is on the grass."
sound : Lovesong - Voltaire
drowning in drudgery, a perfect mood for the man-bitch....
spoken-art running through my head i sit, i sit, in shock and a little bit of awe at the fact that so many talents are wasted in this pursuit of the green-back bastards.... washington, jefferson, they're all cock-smocking bastards!
Aaah yesh, Xasthur..... beautiful fuzz and growl... yes, yes, yes....
maybe i am a lunatic... why is it that this happens everymonth around the time of the full moon?.... is it my way of compensating for not having a menstrual cycle.....
"here you go," says god-dude, "your own monthly cycle. every month you will be in a fowl mood. i call it man's menstrual cycle!"....
sadistic humor be my mana.... self depreciative mirth be my key.... i love myself as much as i like you.....
hmm.... to sleep would be ideal right about now.... but, i don't know....
drowning in drudgery, a perfect mood for the man-bitch....
spoken-art running through my head i sit, i sit, in shock and a little bit of awe at the fact that so many talents are wasted in this pursuit of the green-back bastards.... washington, jefferson, they're all cock-smocking bastards!
Aaah yesh, Xasthur..... beautiful fuzz and growl... yes, yes, yes....
maybe i am a lunatic... why is it that this happens everymonth around the time of the full moon?.... is it my way of compensating for not having a menstrual cycle.....
"here you go," says god-dude, "your own monthly cycle. every month you will be in a fowl mood. i call it man's menstrual cycle!"....
sadistic humor be my mana.... self depreciative mirth be my key.... i love myself as much as i like you.....
hmm.... to sleep would be ideal right about now.... but, i don't know....
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