4.06.2006

don't read this..... it sucks..... truly...

sound : Vision Valley - The Vines

"Are you here forever standing by the road,
With the benefit of feeling on your own,
Where the river ends the sun is coming down,
Through the vision valley waiting to be found?"
- "Vision Valley", The Vines

the truth be told, my life has turned boring and monotonous... agreed the hours spent playing guitar is a nice change from the bleak and the ordinary that is my existance.... nah.... seriously.... life has been treating me rather well..... truly..... hence the lack of input..... i usually blog when i feel like crap, and right now i don't feel like crap......

"Harmonic Generator! Inter-modulator!"
-"Harmonic Generator", The Datsuns

playing "foxy lady" on MY (note the emphasis on the word "my") guitar is awesome..... i'm actually feeling quite good about myself and i find it odd.... extremely odd..... where do i go from here?... what o i do from now on?..... i have everything i actually need/want (maybe) for now.... a car, a roof over my head, a guitar, music and a bunch of people who can tolerate my wierdness and nonsensical behaviour....... now what?.... what do i do now?.....

what do i do now?.... that is the most scariest question..... as of the past few days i've been questioning everything...... i want to go to the beach... if only i had a day off....... i'm seriously thinking about gettiong a 9-5 job someplace where i'd get the weekends off..... hectors gonna quit for those same reasons..... and me... well, i've been thinking about it for a while now...... either that or i get a raise.... weel, a raise may not be totally plausible right now because my manager bev still thinks im a wierd hippie..... oh well... in case something turns up i'll let you know my pets....

"Paul McCartney and Ringo Starr are the only two Beatles in the world...."
-"The Beatles", Devendra Banhart

i need to feed my mind.... i havent read a book in weeks.... i feel like it's time to crack open a nice book... nothing too complex or anything...... something sweet... something simple.... like something by paulo coelho.... talking about paulo coelho; i can't seem to find "the alchemist"..... i gotta find it.... i miss that book.....

"I'm moving so fast we call it Rock N Roll!"
-"Miss Alyssa", Eagles Of Death Metal

im pulling strings out of a void here.... balls... i think ill stop for now soz this is just plain fucking boring.... in the words of eric cartman, "screw you guys, i'm going home!"

peacerespectempathy

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