sound: Pick Me Up - Dinosaur Jr.
Dinosaur Jr is coming to orlando next weekend... i wish i could go...
where do i start?... life? money? connections? school?.... nothing seems to be working out how i planned....
as a child i had always imagined myself at twenty three either as a voice actor for a cartoon show on tv or something cool like a rockstar or something... look at me now.... bah....
christmas is coming up, with no money in hand this "holiday" feels like hell.... i hate christmas.. i have no "spirit"... why bother with celebrating the fake birthday of a god-figure in whom i do not believe anyway?....
j.mascis, save me with your riffage!
i end here.... this is turning out to be an exercise in futility.....
