"I weep for the future!"

Choking on Air (Whine On You Crazy Diamond!)

sound : "One Hell Of A Party" - Air (from the album "Pocket Symphony")

waking up from this long slumber i realize many things of which you don't even have to bother... realizations of truth, realizations of my own personal failures... the lack of the greens... the need of the greens... blood, sweat and tears to no avail.... slavery of the mind....

remember when we played?... remember the time of our lives when the only problems we had were of school and play?... knee-deep, treading through a swamp i find monstrous being which hold me back... i fight, i plead, i cry.... routine sets in.... one minute, one hour, one day, one week, one month, one year..... where am i now?... right back where i started....

remember me?... oh well, whatever.....

time period to time period i move/crawl along... worm-like and slow... the cycle rips me... the cycle tears me up..... i need change.... improvement....

help me... help me....

Please do not follow where I am leading
Someone must clear these things away
Here in the burnt out husk of the morning
Strung out with nothing left to say

Yeah this was one hell of a party
Nobody ever got to bed
But the morning after's killing me
And I have to rest my head

And just where were we trying to get to
I can't recall one single word
And the faces that pushed themselves before you
Congeal into one, nothing transferred

This was one hell of a party
And it's still living in my head
But the morning after shines so cold
So follow where I live

This was one hell of a party
Nobody got to go to bed
Let's face it now, it's over
But this morning after's killing me

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