sound : Etna - sunn O))) & Boris
I've finally done it... it's true that i had waited for way too long.... but I've finally done it.....
everybody said it wouldn't be all too bad... but it was..... i should calm down, stop stressing.... bah!.... the truth is, it went just as bad as i had expected it to go without knowing what was going to happen (if that makes any sense at all).....
she was silent.... god alone knows what was in her mind but she was silent.... surprising to say the least.... it is an ominous sign... an explosion is to be expected.... maybe not tomorrow or the day after.... but one of these days.... and then emotions shall flow like water....crashing down on my head... my poor fucking head....
he wasn't silent... i never expected him to be..... "have you thought about this?".... "are you serious?".... why should i be like everybody else?.... "you don't even have enough money to pay for insurance!".... what is my place in this?.... "this is not how our culture is!"... culture?... what culture?... I'm an earth-child... fuck culture!...
my culture never dictated that i should bear the unbearable.... not once has it claimed that i should should suffer through the nonsensically proud and the peacefully vicious... not to mention the fact that they are all so bloody stuck-up.... the vagina-bearers that is....
where is my place on this ball?.... i am not truly from the I... nor am i from the A.... and i surely ain't from the U... but i must find a center point... some place where i can claim stake to my "place".....
it's a pain being a confused vagabond of political boundaries...
"The hammer of the gods,
Will guide our ships to new lands..."
Æmen
