sound : Route 666 - God Is An Astronaut
my longest hiatus yet... what's it been?.... a month?... two months?..... fuck it... i personally don't care anymore.....
and what has happened during this time?.... a lot and yet not so much..... yeah, i went to two awesome concerts.... wolfmother and santana (last friday).... santana was great but trust me, i loved the more intimate heavier feel of wolfmother..... and not to mention the fact that andrew (guitar/vocals) and myles (drums) autographed my t-shirt...... yeah..... it was awesome..... front row and everything.... i'll be posting reviews of he concert soon.... trust me.... wolfmother for sure, and maybe santana.....
november 2nd.... the melvins are coming to town.... hmm....
what else is new with me?... well, i am going out with somebody now..... yeah, as unbelievable as it may seem.... her name is kelsey.... she was introduced to me by my friend jessie.... kelsey goes to UCF in orlando..... yeah... she's cool..... more news on that in a little bit.... and on the field we have a hairy 600 pound man in a bikini...
"thank you avi, the report about the impending doom of the planet has been proven to be true by devendra banhart!.... we met up with antony yesterday to get this message from mr banhart..."
blehh.....
seriously, i've been in a downer for the past few weeks..... i don't have any time for anything..... working 5 days a week and going to school the other two days is not something i recomend to anybody.... trust me.... you feel super drained..... there's no time to do anything.... and even if you do get some time you end up so tired that you just dont do anything.... so i decided to blog and i come online.... im looking at pitchfork and i see that my idol, devendra banhart is blogging..... i took that as a sign and here i am..... omens are all around us..... we just have to be attentive enough to see them.....
devendra banhart's blog
the things that i feel most guilty about are that i havent contacted tina and neetu in months.... i miss them both dearly... akhil blogs once in a while or sometimes i even get to im him... but tina and neetu i never see....
neet, i'm sorry i never replied to your email about your breakup with dj.... i started typing out an email that night and i had to save it as a draft as i was falling asleep.... and i never got into the groove of typing that message again.... i know, it's just an excuse but i really do feel bad..... i wish i could see you.... you guys should ome here for a visit like you promised me... ill take a few days off.... and if they dont let me do that ill quit and take a vacation (eric clapton/god knows i need it)... but yeah... you and akhil should come over..... we could have some fun here...
tina, i miss you..... a lot.... i know..... i should call you or something.... but yeah.... i miss how you were so nonchalant about the whole world and everything.... i miss your child-like aura.... i want to see you.... when are you coming here?.... it's funny how you were the only kid i used to look after during my destructive tyke years.... i would beat everybody up except you.... i miss you t... i miss my baby sister....
arun, ajnu and akhil..... well, i talk to you guys often.... especially you ajnu.... but yeah... i miss you guys too.....
fuck this.... im going to class.....
i need a drink....
peacerespectempathy
