sound : Hell if for Children - Pat Benatar
many times i get angry for reasons better kept to myself....
december first was world aids awareness day and barely anybody knew....
the weather at the homefront is stormy to say the least....
memories of better times wash over me and now i feel the tsunami coming...
money, music, sex, I.
peacerespectempathy
12.02.2006
11.13.2006
Dead Souls
- Joy Division
Someone take these dreams away,
That point me to another day,
A duel of personalities,
That stretch all true realities.
That keep calling me,
They keep calling me,
Keep on calling me,
They keep calling me.
Where figures from the past stand tall,
And mocking voices ring the halls.
Imperialistic house of prayer,
Conquistadors who took their share.
That keep calling me,
They keep calling me,
Keep on calling me,
They keep calling me...
Calling me....
Calling me....
Calling me....
Calling me....
That keep calling me,
Keep on calling me,
That keep calling me,
They keep calling me...
11.09.2006
"If your having girl problems I feel bad for you son, I got 99 problems but a bitch ain't on"
sound : 99 Problems - Jay Z
Life throws you twists, lemons and everything.
Teasing you, a glimpse of boob and some skin, and then WHAM! you feel smashed into the pavement....
It's 1:54 in the morning, I need to get up at 6:30 tomorrow.....
This dance goes on and on..... Moments of despair interspersed with feelings of joy and drunken revelry.... One moment you are happy as fuck and in another moment, you aren't.....
money, life, academia, work, brains.... Fuckin' A!
"You gon' need a warrant for that!"
"Nightmare Before Christmas 3D", East Carolina vs UCF (EC wins) and karaoke with the colleagues and I stillfeel blue....
"I feel bad for you son"
Is it just me or do you feel the whole Atlas-syndrome thing going on?.... Wake up and smell the spilled sewage, we are dead inside..... Callus and hard.....Reagining normality seems so tough..... take me away, take me away....
Incredible.... Just friggin' incredible.....
This choice that I have to make is driving me insane....
I am pissed off.......
BLAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!!!
peacerespectempathy
Life throws you twists, lemons and everything.
Teasing you, a glimpse of boob and some skin, and then WHAM! you feel smashed into the pavement....
It's 1:54 in the morning, I need to get up at 6:30 tomorrow.....
This dance goes on and on..... Moments of despair interspersed with feelings of joy and drunken revelry.... One moment you are happy as fuck and in another moment, you aren't.....
money, life, academia, work, brains.... Fuckin' A!
"You gon' need a warrant for that!"
"Nightmare Before Christmas 3D", East Carolina vs UCF (EC wins) and karaoke with the colleagues and I stillfeel blue....
"I feel bad for you son"
Is it just me or do you feel the whole Atlas-syndrome thing going on?.... Wake up and smell the spilled sewage, we are dead inside..... Callus and hard.....Reagining normality seems so tough..... take me away, take me away....
Incredible.... Just friggin' incredible.....
This choice that I have to make is driving me insane....
I am pissed off.......
BLAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!!!
peacerespectempathy
10.05.2006
homesickness
sound : Route 666 - God Is An Astronaut
my longest hiatus yet... what's it been?.... a month?... two months?..... fuck it... i personally don't care anymore.....
and what has happened during this time?.... a lot and yet not so much..... yeah, i went to two awesome concerts.... wolfmother and santana (last friday).... santana was great but trust me, i loved the more intimate heavier feel of wolfmother..... and not to mention the fact that andrew (guitar/vocals) and myles (drums) autographed my t-shirt...... yeah..... it was awesome..... front row and everything.... i'll be posting reviews of he concert soon.... trust me.... wolfmother for sure, and maybe santana.....
november 2nd.... the melvins are coming to town.... hmm....
what else is new with me?... well, i am going out with somebody now..... yeah, as unbelievable as it may seem.... her name is kelsey.... she was introduced to me by my friend jessie.... kelsey goes to UCF in orlando..... yeah... she's cool..... more news on that in a little bit.... and on the field we have a hairy 600 pound man in a bikini...
"thank you avi, the report about the impending doom of the planet has been proven to be true by devendra banhart!.... we met up with antony yesterday to get this message from mr banhart..."
blehh.....
seriously, i've been in a downer for the past few weeks..... i don't have any time for anything..... working 5 days a week and going to school the other two days is not something i recomend to anybody.... trust me.... you feel super drained..... there's no time to do anything.... and even if you do get some time you end up so tired that you just dont do anything.... so i decided to blog and i come online.... im looking at pitchfork and i see that my idol, devendra banhart is blogging..... i took that as a sign and here i am..... omens are all around us..... we just have to be attentive enough to see them.....
devendra banhart's blog
the things that i feel most guilty about are that i havent contacted tina and neetu in months.... i miss them both dearly... akhil blogs once in a while or sometimes i even get to im him... but tina and neetu i never see....
neet, i'm sorry i never replied to your email about your breakup with dj.... i started typing out an email that night and i had to save it as a draft as i was falling asleep.... and i never got into the groove of typing that message again.... i know, it's just an excuse but i really do feel bad..... i wish i could see you.... you guys should ome here for a visit like you promised me... ill take a few days off.... and if they dont let me do that ill quit and take a vacation (eric clapton/god knows i need it)... but yeah... you and akhil should come over..... we could have some fun here...
tina, i miss you..... a lot.... i know..... i should call you or something.... but yeah.... i miss how you were so nonchalant about the whole world and everything.... i miss your child-like aura.... i want to see you.... when are you coming here?.... it's funny how you were the only kid i used to look after during my destructive tyke years.... i would beat everybody up except you.... i miss you t... i miss my baby sister....
arun, ajnu and akhil..... well, i talk to you guys often.... especially you ajnu.... but yeah... i miss you guys too.....
fuck this.... im going to class.....
i need a drink....
peacerespectempathy
my longest hiatus yet... what's it been?.... a month?... two months?..... fuck it... i personally don't care anymore.....
and what has happened during this time?.... a lot and yet not so much..... yeah, i went to two awesome concerts.... wolfmother and santana (last friday).... santana was great but trust me, i loved the more intimate heavier feel of wolfmother..... and not to mention the fact that andrew (guitar/vocals) and myles (drums) autographed my t-shirt...... yeah..... it was awesome..... front row and everything.... i'll be posting reviews of he concert soon.... trust me.... wolfmother for sure, and maybe santana.....
november 2nd.... the melvins are coming to town.... hmm....
what else is new with me?... well, i am going out with somebody now..... yeah, as unbelievable as it may seem.... her name is kelsey.... she was introduced to me by my friend jessie.... kelsey goes to UCF in orlando..... yeah... she's cool..... more news on that in a little bit.... and on the field we have a hairy 600 pound man in a bikini...
"thank you avi, the report about the impending doom of the planet has been proven to be true by devendra banhart!.... we met up with antony yesterday to get this message from mr banhart..."
blehh.....
seriously, i've been in a downer for the past few weeks..... i don't have any time for anything..... working 5 days a week and going to school the other two days is not something i recomend to anybody.... trust me.... you feel super drained..... there's no time to do anything.... and even if you do get some time you end up so tired that you just dont do anything.... so i decided to blog and i come online.... im looking at pitchfork and i see that my idol, devendra banhart is blogging..... i took that as a sign and here i am..... omens are all around us..... we just have to be attentive enough to see them.....
devendra banhart's blog
the things that i feel most guilty about are that i havent contacted tina and neetu in months.... i miss them both dearly... akhil blogs once in a while or sometimes i even get to im him... but tina and neetu i never see....
neet, i'm sorry i never replied to your email about your breakup with dj.... i started typing out an email that night and i had to save it as a draft as i was falling asleep.... and i never got into the groove of typing that message again.... i know, it's just an excuse but i really do feel bad..... i wish i could see you.... you guys should ome here for a visit like you promised me... ill take a few days off.... and if they dont let me do that ill quit and take a vacation (eric clapton/god knows i need it)... but yeah... you and akhil should come over..... we could have some fun here...
tina, i miss you..... a lot.... i know..... i should call you or something.... but yeah.... i miss how you were so nonchalant about the whole world and everything.... i miss your child-like aura.... i want to see you.... when are you coming here?.... it's funny how you were the only kid i used to look after during my destructive tyke years.... i would beat everybody up except you.... i miss you t... i miss my baby sister....
arun, ajnu and akhil..... well, i talk to you guys often.... especially you ajnu.... but yeah... i miss you guys too.....
fuck this.... im going to class.....
i need a drink....
peacerespectempathy
8.09.2006
8.03.2006
Behold The Sounds Of Thunder!
sound : Ultra - KMFDM
To the one and a half people who not just read this, but actually listens to what I say - check these artists/bands out:
To the one and a half people who not just read this, but actually listens to what I say - check these artists/bands out:
- Boris [Japanese Sludge/Doom/Drone/Stoner band]
- SunnO))) [Never play this before going to sleep. i made the mistake of doing that and WOW!]
- The Swans [Without The Swans we wouldn't have most of the Industrial and Gothic music out there now]
- Pelican
- Isis
- KMFDM [The Grand-daddy of NIN]
- Antony and the Johnsons [The lead singer is a drag-queen with the voice of an angel]
- Lustmord [Creep-fest]
- Bright Red Paper [Chill out music]
- Vashti Bunyan
- Joanna Newsum [Her voice takes a little getting used to for most but I love her]
- Devo
- CocoRosie
- Devendra Banhart [A god amongst men, a true leader if any]
- Dredg
- Early Man [\m/(*_*)\m/]
- Electric Wizard
- Fantomas
- The Melvins [The mother of all Grunge and Sludge bands]
- Cat Powers
- Godspeed You Black Emperor!
- Green Carnation
- Jesu
- John Zorn [Avante-Garde modern Jazz at it's finest]
- Khanate
- Kyuss [Stoner Rock of the gods]
- Mogwai
- My Bloody Valentine [Creators of Shoegaze, without which bands like Pelican and Isis and even A Perfect Circle wouldn't exist]
- Neurosis
- Om [They just have two albums but that's more than enough]
- The Red Sparowes
- Sigur Ros [Messages of hope delivered in "Hopelandic". Beautiful.]
- Sufjan Stevens [Melodic folk, calm and soothing yet quirky at times]
- The Sword
- Umphrey's McGee
- Wolfmother [Fun Rock N Roll that harks the monster feelings of Black Sabbath and Led Zeppelin. I'm going to see them on the 16th of September!]
Yeah, that list was more of the artists that I've gotten into of late. The genres vary from Stoner Rock to Doom to Drone to Sludge to Folk to plain Jane balls-hanging-to-the-floor Rock N Roll.
Trust me people, if you get the chance, check these folks out... It will be worth your time.
peacerespectempathy7.31.2006
Guitar Feedback: electric noise-scapes (SEND IN THE NUNS!)
sound : Feedbacker Part 4 - Boris
The sound of guitar feedback soothes me.
I am not saying that I find any noise soothing, just ambient (ambient-ish to be more precise) noise. I find peace standing next to the huge circuit board in the stock room at work. The droning sound of electronics brings my mind to peace. Any time I am with a dumbass customer I go and stand next to the circuit breakers for a few seconds to calm myself down. Why droning noises soothe me, i know not.
In our world of processesed sounds and cheese I find solace in the droning noises of our surroundings and.... AND in the simulated nightmare-scapes created by the many Sludge, Drone, Ambient and Dark Ambient artists around today. I won't waste time in naming these before-mentioned artists but let me tell you this; the path to discovery is much more fun than anything you have ever experienced, and that goes to all the people faking orgasms daily just so that they can boast to their water dispenser buddies that they are godly beings, a gift to mankind even.
For generations the human animal has surrendered to order and repetition for peace and understanding. Religious chanting and prayer is one of the finest examples of people finding peace through repetitive noises and activities. Tribal drumming seems pleasing to most of us for the same reason. Even mentally handicapped individuals take pleasure in repetitive patterns, it's not just that these patterns cause a feeling of well-being in the individual; these patterns bestow a feeling of security (note: the mothers heartbeat) in the individual.
Now let us take this "pattern" one step further. Remove almost all rhythm. Noise. Sounds. Aural sight.
Peace... Security... Safety... Well-being....
"Feedbacker" by Boris.
Listen, learn, love, live.
peacerespectempathy
The sound of guitar feedback soothes me.
I am not saying that I find any noise soothing, just ambient (ambient-ish to be more precise) noise. I find peace standing next to the huge circuit board in the stock room at work. The droning sound of electronics brings my mind to peace. Any time I am with a dumbass customer I go and stand next to the circuit breakers for a few seconds to calm myself down. Why droning noises soothe me, i know not.
In our world of processesed sounds and cheese I find solace in the droning noises of our surroundings and.... AND in the simulated nightmare-scapes created by the many Sludge, Drone, Ambient and Dark Ambient artists around today. I won't waste time in naming these before-mentioned artists but let me tell you this; the path to discovery is much more fun than anything you have ever experienced, and that goes to all the people faking orgasms daily just so that they can boast to their water dispenser buddies that they are godly beings, a gift to mankind even.
For generations the human animal has surrendered to order and repetition for peace and understanding. Religious chanting and prayer is one of the finest examples of people finding peace through repetitive noises and activities. Tribal drumming seems pleasing to most of us for the same reason. Even mentally handicapped individuals take pleasure in repetitive patterns, it's not just that these patterns cause a feeling of well-being in the individual; these patterns bestow a feeling of security (note: the mothers heartbeat) in the individual.
Now let us take this "pattern" one step further. Remove almost all rhythm. Noise. Sounds. Aural sight.
Peace... Security... Safety... Well-being....
"Feedbacker" by Boris.
Listen, learn, love, live.
peacerespectempathy
7.13.2006
7.11.2006
An excerpt from "Eleven Minutes" by Paolo Coelho
sound : False Light - Isis
the book is about a brazilian prostitute in switzerland looking for love, fortune and destiny.... beautiful work by PC....
peacerespectempathy
"I'm not a body with a soul, I'm a soul that has a visible part called the body. All this week, contrary to what one might expect, I have been more conscious of the presence of this soul than usual. It didn't say anything to me, didn't critisizeme or feel sorry for me: it merely watched me."
the book is about a brazilian prostitute in switzerland looking for love, fortune and destiny.... beautiful work by PC....
peacerespectempathy
6.28.2006
Sheesh!
sound : Alfosskor Song - Sigur Ros
i'm drunk again!... and on a weekday....
liquid coke shots kick ass!!!
peacerespectempathy
i'm drunk again!... and on a weekday....
liquid coke shots kick ass!!!
peacerespectempathy
6.21.2006
NWA
sound : A Sight To Behold - Devendra Banhart
"But love it could be much better.... i know....."
betwixt all of this music of our present time and space lies freak folk.... also known as acid folk or more commonly, new weird america.....
what exactly is this "new weird america"?..... everything unclassifiable and folk but not merely folk, but also having hints of jazz, classical or even spoken word poetry recital is put under this huge umbrella-genre that is still way too misunderstood (for better, if you ask me).....
joanna newsum, devendra banhart, tortoise, jackie-o motherfucker (yes, that really is their name!), vibracathedral orchestra.... what is it that these people do that makes them stand out so?.... what makes their wails and moans the essence of a the modern musical movement (agreed they have had predecessors like dylan, cohen and even cat stevens) ?.... and why do we even bother to listen to their (almost always) lo-fi recirdings of mushrooms and gasoline and rainbows and walruses?....
is this the new punk?....
i think i'm in love with joanna newsom!
peacerespectempathy
"But love it could be much better.... i know....."
betwixt all of this music of our present time and space lies freak folk.... also known as acid folk or more commonly, new weird america.....
what exactly is this "new weird america"?..... everything unclassifiable and folk but not merely folk, but also having hints of jazz, classical or even spoken word poetry recital is put under this huge umbrella-genre that is still way too misunderstood (for better, if you ask me).....
joanna newsum, devendra banhart, tortoise, jackie-o motherfucker (yes, that really is their name!), vibracathedral orchestra.... what is it that these people do that makes them stand out so?.... what makes their wails and moans the essence of a the modern musical movement (agreed they have had predecessors like dylan, cohen and even cat stevens) ?.... and why do we even bother to listen to their (almost always) lo-fi recirdings of mushrooms and gasoline and rainbows and walruses?....
is this the new punk?....
i think i'm in love with joanna newsom!
peacerespectempathy
6.18.2006
"I love you, you're my friend!" Part Deux
sound : please remember me - swans
huh?:
yesterday was hilarious.....
Aj:
uh huh
huh?:
i swear... it started out bad...
four of us went on the liquor run.... me, pedro shirley and melissa.... melissa is a kid.... she's jessie's little sister... she's 16....
well melissa came along cos she wantwed an icee....
hold on a sec....
brb
Aj:
hokaay
huh?:
ok... well...
we took an hour and a half to get melissa's slurpee cos she's all picky and stuff....
by then it's 11...
then we go to pedro's house cos pedro wanted to get stuff...
we get out of there by 11:30...
then we try all the liquor stores i knoew... all closed at 11...!!!!
Aj:
heh hehe hehe
huh?:
we go to walmart..... over there i see my druggy stoner ex-neighbour..... he directs me to an out of the way liquor store thats 24 hours but its in the
outskirts of the wotrld....
we get there fine.... as i park the girls are like... "this is like a slasher pic"...
think of the most dingiest bar you can imagine.....
like something out of AN 80S ACTION MOVIE....
its in the middle of nowhere.... the parking lot is full of trucks, bikes and stuff....
Aj:
heh heh heh
huh?:
the girls tell me they intend to dstay in the car cos they're scared.... they cluim under pedro's blanket and hide there.....
me and pedro step out..... its all quiet and stuff....
we open the door and its like the fog special effect in kairali... we're blanketed by cigarette smoke.....
the inside of the place is all dark and dirty... there's a dude passed out on a table... there's a band playing the blues... a bunch of old people
dancing.... old ladies cackling and laughing,.,,,,
they're all dressed like cowboys and stuff... the place reeks....
Aj:
eeek
huh?:
this old drunk dude with a humongous smile waves at me.... and i wave back just for fun....
then we go to the back where the store is and i buy the vodka.... but they didnt have the stuff for the girls.... light stuff.... smirnoff and stuff....
so pedro and i get back into the car with the vodka in hand and the girls finally crawl out of the blanket...
we start on our way home....
it's me driving right?.... and its the middle of nowhere...
we got lost......
we passed by an airport none of us have ever heard of before....
we went to plant city.... thats a whole other city....
and passed through a small town like place wih just like 10 buildings.... and it was all quiet... jno peopple or anything.... just like the town in house of
wax....
thats what melissa told me....
well about 2 hours later we reach home....
:D
by then people are pissed... we were gone fopr a clean 3 hours.....
they watched never been kissed on tv.... advertisements and all....
heh heh heh
Aj:
heh heh..
thts hilarious
huh?:
its just starting....
phil had to go home.... shirley's mom called her so she had to go too...
mama c...... well thats what we call jessie's mom..... mrs collard..... she took my keys saying nobody's gonna drive drunk..... :D
and we start.....
we played waterfall.... then some "i have never" game.... it was hilarious.....
at that time there was pedro, shunda, jessie, michelle, kelsey and i.....
Aj:
hee hee
huh?:
well by the end of it..... michelle was kinda wasted..... i was guzzling vodka like nobody's business so i was kinda buzzed too.... kelsey and jessie were
sorta buzzed too....
Aj:
heh heh...
yeah.. i can picture it..
huh?:
i was mixing and it was all kinda strong...
absolut with tropical fruit punch....
by the end of the day i kissed kelsey... actually i kissed everybody but me and kelsey had some tongue going....
then everybody went to sleep wherever.... i wasnt sleepy and kelsey was the only one who was awake....
we spoke till 6:30 in the morning.....
thats when i got a pissed off call from papa.... and then WW III took place when i reached home...
peacerespectempathy
huh?:
yesterday was hilarious.....
Aj:
uh huh
huh?:
i swear... it started out bad...
four of us went on the liquor run.... me, pedro shirley and melissa.... melissa is a kid.... she's jessie's little sister... she's 16....
well melissa came along cos she wantwed an icee....
hold on a sec....
brb
Aj:
hokaay
huh?:
ok... well...
we took an hour and a half to get melissa's slurpee cos she's all picky and stuff....
by then it's 11...
then we go to pedro's house cos pedro wanted to get stuff...
we get out of there by 11:30...
then we try all the liquor stores i knoew... all closed at 11...!!!!
Aj:
heh hehe hehe
huh?:
we go to walmart..... over there i see my druggy stoner ex-neighbour..... he directs me to an out of the way liquor store thats 24 hours but its in the
outskirts of the wotrld....
we get there fine.... as i park the girls are like... "this is like a slasher pic"...
think of the most dingiest bar you can imagine.....
like something out of AN 80S ACTION MOVIE....
its in the middle of nowhere.... the parking lot is full of trucks, bikes and stuff....
Aj:
heh heh heh
huh?:
the girls tell me they intend to dstay in the car cos they're scared.... they cluim under pedro's blanket and hide there.....
me and pedro step out..... its all quiet and stuff....
we open the door and its like the fog special effect in kairali... we're blanketed by cigarette smoke.....
the inside of the place is all dark and dirty... there's a dude passed out on a table... there's a band playing the blues... a bunch of old people
dancing.... old ladies cackling and laughing,.,,,,
they're all dressed like cowboys and stuff... the place reeks....
Aj:
eeek
huh?:
this old drunk dude with a humongous smile waves at me.... and i wave back just for fun....
then we go to the back where the store is and i buy the vodka.... but they didnt have the stuff for the girls.... light stuff.... smirnoff and stuff....
so pedro and i get back into the car with the vodka in hand and the girls finally crawl out of the blanket...
we start on our way home....
it's me driving right?.... and its the middle of nowhere...
we got lost......
we passed by an airport none of us have ever heard of before....
we went to plant city.... thats a whole other city....
and passed through a small town like place wih just like 10 buildings.... and it was all quiet... jno peopple or anything.... just like the town in house of
wax....
thats what melissa told me....
well about 2 hours later we reach home....
:D
by then people are pissed... we were gone fopr a clean 3 hours.....
they watched never been kissed on tv.... advertisements and all....
heh heh heh
Aj:
heh heh..
thts hilarious
huh?:
its just starting....
phil had to go home.... shirley's mom called her so she had to go too...
mama c...... well thats what we call jessie's mom..... mrs collard..... she took my keys saying nobody's gonna drive drunk..... :D
and we start.....
we played waterfall.... then some "i have never" game.... it was hilarious.....
at that time there was pedro, shunda, jessie, michelle, kelsey and i.....
Aj:
hee hee
huh?:
well by the end of it..... michelle was kinda wasted..... i was guzzling vodka like nobody's business so i was kinda buzzed too.... kelsey and jessie were
sorta buzzed too....
Aj:
heh heh...
yeah.. i can picture it..
huh?:
i was mixing and it was all kinda strong...
absolut with tropical fruit punch....
by the end of the day i kissed kelsey... actually i kissed everybody but me and kelsey had some tongue going....
then everybody went to sleep wherever.... i wasnt sleepy and kelsey was the only one who was awake....
we spoke till 6:30 in the morning.....
thats when i got a pissed off call from papa.... and then WW III took place when i reached home...
peacerespectempathy
6.08.2006
"Now keep it in your pants, sucker!"
sound : sucker (feat. norah jones) - peeping tom
wow.... did i just hear norah jones say "mother fucker"?....
peacerespectempathy
wow.... did i just hear norah jones say "mother fucker"?....
peacerespectempathy
6.06.2006
23.36
sound : disintegration - the cure
and to think i was on a mini hiatus on acocunt of pseudo, cash induced happiness....
yes, yes... this is the day... the great sequence of major christo-semitic importance... the date sequencing three digits that send waves of fear down the backs of Xtian muttawas worldwide.... the day that everu esoterist wannabe goes down into their parents basement hoping for contact with mr crowley himself (screw you guys... i spoke to him last night).... break out the robert johnson records assholes.... its the day....
the sixth of july in this most horrid year of our lord saviour (?), 2006....
july 6th; 2006 Ana Domini (era vulgari)...
06/06/06
666
and what, you ask, does this have to do with anything?.... well, NOTHING!!!
ok... let me be serious here.... i'm stepping out of my "cocky i-know-it-all" ego de plume.... out of my "i-complain-a-lot-but-i-aint-emo"self.... let me get down and dirty here....
i'm fucking scared....
seriously...
i lost my job today... well, i didn't lose it, i got my ass fired.... and for what?... cos i wasn't "cut out for the job".... oh well,i could moan and bitch for a hundred thousand years about that..... but no, that is not what i'm worried about....
bills....
remember all the times i've always said i hate growing up?... well, this is exactly why.... truthfully, i live way beyond my means..... don't get me wrong, it's all planned and everything.... but yeah.... i believe in the best..... i buy good stuff, i eat good food, i get a few drinks from time to time.... but its always because i HAVE the money for it...... i have money for myself and i use my money for around the house.... i give my folks more than 75% of all the money i earn and i stil have enough to live happily on....
well, i have a $400 car payment on the 15th, an $80 phone bill on the 24th, a $500 and a $200 credit card balance..... and, well.... i have twenty three dollars and thirty six cents in my checking account and no source of income...
what the fuck am i going to do?...
peacerespectempathy
and to think i was on a mini hiatus on acocunt of pseudo, cash induced happiness....
yes, yes... this is the day... the great sequence of major christo-semitic importance... the date sequencing three digits that send waves of fear down the backs of Xtian muttawas worldwide.... the day that everu esoterist wannabe goes down into their parents basement hoping for contact with mr crowley himself (screw you guys... i spoke to him last night).... break out the robert johnson records assholes.... its the day....
the sixth of july in this most horrid year of our lord saviour (?), 2006....
july 6th; 2006 Ana Domini (era vulgari)...
06/06/06
666
and what, you ask, does this have to do with anything?.... well, NOTHING!!!
ok... let me be serious here.... i'm stepping out of my "cocky i-know-it-all" ego de plume.... out of my "i-complain-a-lot-but-i-aint-emo"self.... let me get down and dirty here....
i'm fucking scared....
seriously...
i lost my job today... well, i didn't lose it, i got my ass fired.... and for what?... cos i wasn't "cut out for the job".... oh well,i could moan and bitch for a hundred thousand years about that..... but no, that is not what i'm worried about....
bills....
remember all the times i've always said i hate growing up?... well, this is exactly why.... truthfully, i live way beyond my means..... don't get me wrong, it's all planned and everything.... but yeah.... i believe in the best..... i buy good stuff, i eat good food, i get a few drinks from time to time.... but its always because i HAVE the money for it...... i have money for myself and i use my money for around the house.... i give my folks more than 75% of all the money i earn and i stil have enough to live happily on....
well, i have a $400 car payment on the 15th, an $80 phone bill on the 24th, a $500 and a $200 credit card balance..... and, well.... i have twenty three dollars and thirty six cents in my checking account and no source of income...
what the fuck am i going to do?...
peacerespectempathy
5.24.2006
MWA HA HA HA HA!!!....
sound : The Forest - The Cure
i know this is wrong but it is so much fun... my highest score is 2427 feet!!!....
i rule!!....
peacerespectempathy
i know this is wrong but it is so much fun... my highest score is 2427 feet!!!....
i rule!!....
peacerespectempathy
5.22.2006
"hey, you're cool.... you're my friend.... i love you... " [hug and a kiss]
NOTE: this post was stated on the 22nd of may at about 4:00 AM.... it was left incomplete and i finished it today the 26th of may at 12:09 AM.... PRE - A
sound : Disintegration - The Cure
Long Island Iced Tea
1 part vodka
1 part tequila
1 part rum
1 part gin
1 part triple sec
1 1/2 parts sweet and sour mix
1 splash Coca-Cola®
Mix ingredients together over ice in a glass. Pour into a shaker and give one brisk shake. Pour back into the glass and make sure there is a touch of fizz at the top. Garnish with lemon.
sound : Disintegration - The Cure
Long Island Iced Tea
1 part vodka
1 part tequila
1 part rum
1 part gin
1 part triple sec
1 1/2 parts sweet and sour mix
1 splash Coca-Cola®
Mix ingredients together over ice in a glass. Pour into a shaker and give one brisk shake. Pour back into the glass and make sure there is a touch of fizz at the top. Garnish with lemon.
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tonight was my farewell thingy from the guys at macy's.... it was really fun.... i never thought it would be cos of all the preconceived misconceptions i had about chris (diana's "friend").... actually, we got along really really well.... not just well, we might as well share a brain or something because we are so damn alike....
it all actually started in the afternoon when noreen came in with her three kids and we all (ie noreen, her kids, diana and i) went for lunch.... this was the first tim i have ever met noreen's kids and it was really cool....seriously.... her oldest kid, brian, listens to good music.... i lent the kid my wolfmother cd because they basically grew up in australia and i know for sure that the kid will like it.... hey, he's an ac/dc type of person....
we all went to bennigans.... there was noreen, diana, chris, hector, colleen, kassi and lea..... seriously, it was fun.... i was buying drinks for hector and kassi because they were underaged..... i drank about 6 long island iced teas and had sips off of everybody's beers..... i was pretty buzzed by the end.... and since everybody was giving me gifts and cards the waitress who was with us thought it was my birthday and gave me an awesome brownie/icecream fudge thing for it being my birthday (i hugged her and gave her a kiss... actually, i kissed everybody.... i'm kinda loving when i'm drunk).... well, colleen and kassi gave me a cool card with humongous essays in it..... really awesome of them.... noreen gave me a bag full of little toys and candy because (as she said it) all of it reminded her of me.... diana got me this totally horrendous tommy hilfiger sports coat which i totally love..... it's a plaid jacket, it's green, red and yellow or something like that.... it's so fucking ugly that i was going to buy it myself.... but i guess diana beat me to it.....
later after dinner noreen left first.... then colleen and kassi (cos kassi had to open the next day).... we then went out into the parking lot (cos they stormed out as i was putting "seven nation army" on the jukebox) and stood there talking for a little bit.....moved on to a larger parking lot and started throwing a football around... hector and i had a musical sound-off where he played some hip-hop of his huge durango and i blasted meshuggah out of my little tiny civic... after about an hour or a little bit more than that hector and lea went home....
now it was just diana, chris and me.... we sat about talking for a while and i found out that chris is like my clone.... everything about his was the same as me.... everything... EVERYTHING!!!.... so yeah... i finally figured out why diana's my friend.... we went to a gas station and had slurpies while listening to a bunch of depressing songs (barry manilow and such) like a bunch of stoners and finally at about 3 we went home.....
it was wicked fun.... seriously.....
peacerespectempathy
5.18.2006
"It puts the lotion on it's skin."
sound : Silver - Jesu
wait.... hark! who goes there?... is it you, oh whore of lives past?.... wait!... what?.... you have a message?..... tell me... tell me.... TELL ME FOR CRYING OUT LOUD!!!....
peacerespectempathy
wait.... hark! who goes there?... is it you, oh whore of lives past?.... wait!... what?.... you have a message?..... tell me... tell me.... TELL ME FOR CRYING OUT LOUD!!!....
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ARUN!
i wish you were here.... i could use your company right now....
peacerespectempathy
5.11.2006
Post A Comment About A Darling Disaster
sound : Lament For The Auroch - the Sword
hey.... how you feeling?..... i hope better... seriously..... i feel like shit.... so yeah, i guess we both are in the same boat (somewhat)....
be happy you werent at work today.... it was a fucking mess.... truly..... i was a nervous wreck trying to gather up the balls to tell her..... i tried calling noreen for help but she was busy and told me she'd call me later (she didnt, i guess she forgot)..... well... after lunch i kinda blurt it out to her....
me: bev, ive got something to say (hands letter to her).... im giving in my two weeks notice....
bev: oh no, not you....
me: i'm sorry....
bev: (furious) ITS HECTOR RIGHT?!?!
me: (by now im about an inch tall, covering under my own skin)..... yes....
KA-FUCKING-BOOM!!!!
seriously.... she was pissed as hell... ive never seen bev so angry before.... she had smoke coming out of her ass.....
"NOW WHO ARE YOU GONNA TAKE NEXT?... DIANA?.... EUNICE?....."
seriously... she said that..... she was so damn pissed...... she didnt speak to me the rest of the day..... diane came down and spoke to me and renee too..... bev didnt speak to me the rest of the day.... she'd make these comments loud enough that i can hear it but not all too loud..... make me feel all slimey and reptile-like.....
bah.... i hope that entertained you... but seriously... whats with the "leaving" message?....
peacerespectempathy
hey.... how you feeling?..... i hope better... seriously..... i feel like shit.... so yeah, i guess we both are in the same boat (somewhat)....
be happy you werent at work today.... it was a fucking mess.... truly..... i was a nervous wreck trying to gather up the balls to tell her..... i tried calling noreen for help but she was busy and told me she'd call me later (she didnt, i guess she forgot)..... well... after lunch i kinda blurt it out to her....
me: bev, ive got something to say (hands letter to her).... im giving in my two weeks notice....
bev: oh no, not you....
me: i'm sorry....
bev: (furious) ITS HECTOR RIGHT?!?!
me: (by now im about an inch tall, covering under my own skin)..... yes....
KA-FUCKING-BOOM!!!!
seriously.... she was pissed as hell... ive never seen bev so angry before.... she had smoke coming out of her ass.....
"NOW WHO ARE YOU GONNA TAKE NEXT?... DIANA?.... EUNICE?....."
seriously... she said that..... she was so damn pissed...... she didnt speak to me the rest of the day..... diane came down and spoke to me and renee too..... bev didnt speak to me the rest of the day.... she'd make these comments loud enough that i can hear it but not all too loud..... make me feel all slimey and reptile-like.....
bah.... i hope that entertained you... but seriously... whats with the "leaving" message?....
peacerespectempathy
5.06.2006
5.01.2006
The Pot
- TOOL
Who are you to wave your finger?
You must have been out your head.
I hold deep in muddy waters
You practically raised the dead.
Rob the grave to snow the cradle
Then burn the evidence down,
Soapbox house of cards and glass so
Don't go tossin' your stones around.
You must have been high...
You must have been high...
You must have been...
Foot in mouth and head up asshole
What you talkin' 'bout?
Difficult to dance 'round this one
'til you pull it out, boy.
You must have been so high...
You must have been so high...
Steel borrows leave us in your shady inference!
Kangaroo done hung the juror with the innocent!
Now will you weep or chase the chosen indigo
lemon juice up in your eye!
When you pissed all over my black kettle
You must have been high, high.
You must have been high, high...
Hey what are you to wave your finger?
So full of it!
Eyeballs deep in muddy waters,
Fuckin' hypocrite!
Liar, lawyer - mirror show me
What's the difference?
Kangaroo done hung the guilty with the innocent!
NOW!
Will you weep or chase the chosen indigo
Got lemon juice up in your eye, eye.
When you pissed all over my black kettle
You musta been...
So who are you to wave your finger?
Who are you to wave your fatty fingers at me?
You must have been out your mind!
Weep or chased off in you go...
Trapped without a reason...
Weep or chased off in you go...
Liar, lawyer, mirror
For you what's the difference?
Kangaroo be stoned
He's guilty as the government.
NOW!
Will you weep or chase the chosen indigo?
lemon juice up in your eye, eye.
Now when you pissed all over my black kettle
You musta been high, high, high, high...
Eyeballs deep in muddy waters...
Eyeballs deep in muddy waters...
Ganja police you must have been out your mind...
4.20.2006
10,000 Days
sound : Vicarious - TOOL
10,000 DAYS HAS BEEN LEAKED!!!!
hell yeah.... i got vicarious last saturday and i downloaded the whole of 10,000 days off a torrent site today.... but dont worry i still am buying the cd... along with "stadium arcadium" and "wolfmother".....
the album is awesome..... very airy.... think about the triad on lateralus - disposition/reflection/triad.... think the longer songs in ænima..... evolve on those...... yeah.... its awesome..... more melodic, tad bit more spookier and really relaxing (so far).... but trust me, its a TOOL release.... on listen is not gonna do it any justice...... i'll have a review soon... i just have to listen to it some more......
there's a wolfmother concert coming up on the 6th of june....i'm definitely attending it... but the thing is.... it's in atlanta.... thats like a 5 hour drive away.... but if i get somebody who'll go with me i'm definitely going.... without a doubt.....
Thu 8-Jun-06 - Atlanta, GA
The Loft At Earthlink Live
1374 West Peachtree Street - 404 885 1365
Tickets available from The Loft Box Office - 404 885 1365 and Ticket Alternative - 877 725 8849
peacerespectempathy
10,000 DAYS HAS BEEN LEAKED!!!!
hell yeah.... i got vicarious last saturday and i downloaded the whole of 10,000 days off a torrent site today.... but dont worry i still am buying the cd... along with "stadium arcadium" and "wolfmother".....
the album is awesome..... very airy.... think about the triad on lateralus - disposition/reflection/triad.... think the longer songs in ænima..... evolve on those...... yeah.... its awesome..... more melodic, tad bit more spookier and really relaxing (so far).... but trust me, its a TOOL release.... on listen is not gonna do it any justice...... i'll have a review soon... i just have to listen to it some more......
Cause I need to watch things die... from a distance.
Vicariously I live while the whole world dies.
You all need it too, don't lie.
there's a wolfmother concert coming up on the 6th of june....i'm definitely attending it... but the thing is.... it's in atlanta.... thats like a 5 hour drive away.... but if i get somebody who'll go with me i'm definitely going.... without a doubt.....
Thu 8-Jun-06 - Atlanta, GA
The Loft At Earthlink Live
1374 West Peachtree Street - 404 885 1365
Tickets available from The Loft Box Office - 404 885 1365 and Ticket Alternative - 877 725 8849
peacerespectempathy
4.18.2006
"Vera, Vera, What has become of you?"
sound : Careful With That Axe, Eugene - Pink Floyd
what has become of you?.... where have you gone?.... why aren't you here?.... is it just because i scream and fart and loathe?.... is it because i AM?.... what am i?... why?.... how?.... where?....
when is it that we find out about all that we assumingly don't know?....
and why, oh why did Wyatt have to die?.... wasn't freedom what he stood for?... and Billy?.... and George?..... why couldn't those red-neck yokels not understand the ways of the strange and unfamiliar?... what could justify killing in the name of dumbness?.....
why has the beatnik been hated throughout time?..... poor little hippie girl, come to me.... come into my arms.... i can heal you..... i can make you whole.... trust in me..... just a few more steps... come closer child....
BAM!
careful with that axe eugene...... god alone knows how you're gonna wield that thing..... chopped liver?... chopped lover?..... hmm.... food for thought huh?.... unknownst to you, thought has been feeding you..... thought fuelled by confusion..... confusion fueled by fact and reason.... reason fueled by logic.... logic fuelled by science.... science fuelled by ingenuity.... ingenuity fuelled by our fucking will to survive..... hmm.... survival...... what form of vile voodoo magic doth that be?...
bring on the bassline!..... bring on the dancing girls!..... in this multi-lunar state of mind we shall create the sun and stars from the cool-aid our ancestors left behind.... ancestors?.... is the spelling even right?..... oh well, you get the picture.....
what picture?.... why bother on the physical even?.... it isn't everlasting like the so called "god-dude"..... but hold on a moment there little piggy.... i am god-dude.... so wait..... bah..... brain fart.... this doesn't lead anywhere...... "send in the nuns!".....
nuns come from nunneries..... baked stuff come from bakeries.... where do silicone boobs come from?... booberies?.... or should i say mammaries?.... heh heh heh.....
who invented the word mammaries?..... so funny.... it just flows out of your mouth like a guttural yelp of a child.... hmm... poor little voodoo chile of the city.....
city voodoo, champagne supernova, phantasmagoraic entities of the middle darkness that reside in the corner of your room, under the bed...... liam gallagar - god of unibrows around the world......
but one things for sure.... out of all the brain-shit that i have forced out one thing's for sure.....
ROCK 'N ROLL SAVED THE WORLD!
peacerespectempathy
what has become of you?.... where have you gone?.... why aren't you here?.... is it just because i scream and fart and loathe?.... is it because i AM?.... what am i?... why?.... how?.... where?....
when is it that we find out about all that we assumingly don't know?....
and why, oh why did Wyatt have to die?.... wasn't freedom what he stood for?... and Billy?.... and George?..... why couldn't those red-neck yokels not understand the ways of the strange and unfamiliar?... what could justify killing in the name of dumbness?.....
why has the beatnik been hated throughout time?..... poor little hippie girl, come to me.... come into my arms.... i can heal you..... i can make you whole.... trust in me..... just a few more steps... come closer child....
BAM!
careful with that axe eugene...... god alone knows how you're gonna wield that thing..... chopped liver?... chopped lover?..... hmm.... food for thought huh?.... unknownst to you, thought has been feeding you..... thought fuelled by confusion..... confusion fueled by fact and reason.... reason fueled by logic.... logic fuelled by science.... science fuelled by ingenuity.... ingenuity fuelled by our fucking will to survive..... hmm.... survival...... what form of vile voodoo magic doth that be?...
bring on the bassline!..... bring on the dancing girls!..... in this multi-lunar state of mind we shall create the sun and stars from the cool-aid our ancestors left behind.... ancestors?.... is the spelling even right?..... oh well, you get the picture.....
what picture?.... why bother on the physical even?.... it isn't everlasting like the so called "god-dude"..... but hold on a moment there little piggy.... i am god-dude.... so wait..... bah..... brain fart.... this doesn't lead anywhere...... "send in the nuns!".....
nuns come from nunneries..... baked stuff come from bakeries.... where do silicone boobs come from?... booberies?.... or should i say mammaries?.... heh heh heh.....
who invented the word mammaries?..... so funny.... it just flows out of your mouth like a guttural yelp of a child.... hmm... poor little voodoo chile of the city.....
city voodoo, champagne supernova, phantasmagoraic entities of the middle darkness that reside in the corner of your room, under the bed...... liam gallagar - god of unibrows around the world......
but one things for sure.... out of all the brain-shit that i have forced out one thing's for sure.....
ROCK 'N ROLL SAVED THE WORLD!
peacerespectempathy
4.11.2006
A blend of Avi, Lenny Kravitz and Bono
sound : Moonage Daydream - David Bowie
i just splurged on a new pair of shades.... Prada PR 58F, yeah.... thats the model.... brown with a brown and silver frame..... original price $265.40....i got it for about $118.00.... they're wicked cool.... single lens, awesome frame and not to forget HUGE!!!... they're perfect for me.....
i know, i know..... i'm a sunglass whore..... everybody says so.....
yeah.... thats the one.....
HELL YEAH!
peacerespectempathy
i just splurged on a new pair of shades.... Prada PR 58F, yeah.... thats the model.... brown with a brown and silver frame..... original price $265.40....i got it for about $118.00.... they're wicked cool.... single lens, awesome frame and not to forget HUGE!!!... they're perfect for me.....
i know, i know..... i'm a sunglass whore..... everybody says so.....
yeah.... thats the one.....
HELL YEAH!
peacerespectempathy
4.08.2006
"LOOK AT WHAT GOD DID MAN!"
WHAT THE FUCK!!!!.... I MEAN SERIOUSLY... WHERE DOES THIS END.... WHY DOES EVERYTHING I FUCKING OWN HAVE TO GET FUCKED UP..... MY ACOUSTIC, GOT THIS HUMONGOUS SCRATCH... MY NEW CAR, GETS INTO AN ACCIDENT..... AND TODAY.... MY FUCKIN' NEW GUITAR FALLS ONTO THE TARMAC AND GETS ALL FUCKED UP.... SERIOUSLY.... WHERE DOES THIS END?.... I SLUNG IT AROUND MY SHOULDERS AND I MOVE TO THE TRUNK TO GET THE AMP OUT AND "WHAM!!" THE THING FALLS DOWN.... I FELT MY SOUL SHRIVEL UP AND DIE.... ITS ALL MESSED UP AND I NEVER EVEN GOT TO TAKE A PICTURE OF IT IN PERFECT CONDITION....... THEREE'S A LITTLE CHIP ON THE MACHINE-HEAD AND TWO BAD CHIPS ON THE BODY.... ONE OF WHICH HAS DAMAGE IN THE WOOD....... I GUESS WHAT I HAVE TO DO NOW IS TAKE IT TO GUITAR CENTER AND SEE WHAT THEY CAN DO, ND IF THEY CAN'T DO ANYTHING ABOUT IT I GUESS IM GONNA HAVE TO SANDPAPER IT SO THAT IT LOOKS ALL DISTRESSED.....
FUCK I HATE MY LIFE!!!
peacerespectempathy
FUCK I HATE MY LIFE!!!
peacerespectempathy
4.06.2006
don't read this..... it sucks..... truly...
sound : Vision Valley - The Vines
"Are you here forever standing by the road,
With the benefit of feeling on your own,
Where the river ends the sun is coming down,
Through the vision valley waiting to be found?"
- "Vision Valley", The Vines
the truth be told, my life has turned boring and monotonous... agreed the hours spent playing guitar is a nice change from the bleak and the ordinary that is my existance.... nah.... seriously.... life has been treating me rather well..... truly..... hence the lack of input..... i usually blog when i feel like crap, and right now i don't feel like crap......
"Harmonic Generator! Inter-modulator!"
-"Harmonic Generator", The Datsuns
playing "foxy lady" on MY (note the emphasis on the word "my") guitar is awesome..... i'm actually feeling quite good about myself and i find it odd.... extremely odd..... where do i go from here?... what o i do from now on?..... i have everything i actually need/want (maybe) for now.... a car, a roof over my head, a guitar, music and a bunch of people who can tolerate my wierdness and nonsensical behaviour....... now what?.... what do i do now?.....
what do i do now?.... that is the most scariest question..... as of the past few days i've been questioning everything...... i want to go to the beach... if only i had a day off....... i'm seriously thinking about gettiong a 9-5 job someplace where i'd get the weekends off..... hectors gonna quit for those same reasons..... and me... well, i've been thinking about it for a while now...... either that or i get a raise.... weel, a raise may not be totally plausible right now because my manager bev still thinks im a wierd hippie..... oh well... in case something turns up i'll let you know my pets....
"Paul McCartney and Ringo Starr are the only two Beatles in the world...."
-"The Beatles", Devendra Banhart
i need to feed my mind.... i havent read a book in weeks.... i feel like it's time to crack open a nice book... nothing too complex or anything...... something sweet... something simple.... like something by paulo coelho.... talking about paulo coelho; i can't seem to find "the alchemist"..... i gotta find it.... i miss that book.....
"I'm moving so fast we call it Rock N Roll!"
-"Miss Alyssa", Eagles Of Death Metal
im pulling strings out of a void here.... balls... i think ill stop for now soz this is just plain fucking boring.... in the words of eric cartman, "screw you guys, i'm going home!"
peacerespectempathy
"Are you here forever standing by the road,
With the benefit of feeling on your own,
Where the river ends the sun is coming down,
Through the vision valley waiting to be found?"
- "Vision Valley", The Vines
the truth be told, my life has turned boring and monotonous... agreed the hours spent playing guitar is a nice change from the bleak and the ordinary that is my existance.... nah.... seriously.... life has been treating me rather well..... truly..... hence the lack of input..... i usually blog when i feel like crap, and right now i don't feel like crap......
"Harmonic Generator! Inter-modulator!"
-"Harmonic Generator", The Datsuns
playing "foxy lady" on MY (note the emphasis on the word "my") guitar is awesome..... i'm actually feeling quite good about myself and i find it odd.... extremely odd..... where do i go from here?... what o i do from now on?..... i have everything i actually need/want (maybe) for now.... a car, a roof over my head, a guitar, music and a bunch of people who can tolerate my wierdness and nonsensical behaviour....... now what?.... what do i do now?.....
what do i do now?.... that is the most scariest question..... as of the past few days i've been questioning everything...... i want to go to the beach... if only i had a day off....... i'm seriously thinking about gettiong a 9-5 job someplace where i'd get the weekends off..... hectors gonna quit for those same reasons..... and me... well, i've been thinking about it for a while now...... either that or i get a raise.... weel, a raise may not be totally plausible right now because my manager bev still thinks im a wierd hippie..... oh well... in case something turns up i'll let you know my pets....
"Paul McCartney and Ringo Starr are the only two Beatles in the world...."
-"The Beatles", Devendra Banhart
i need to feed my mind.... i havent read a book in weeks.... i feel like it's time to crack open a nice book... nothing too complex or anything...... something sweet... something simple.... like something by paulo coelho.... talking about paulo coelho; i can't seem to find "the alchemist"..... i gotta find it.... i miss that book.....
"I'm moving so fast we call it Rock N Roll!"
-"Miss Alyssa", Eagles Of Death Metal
im pulling strings out of a void here.... balls... i think ill stop for now soz this is just plain fucking boring.... in the words of eric cartman, "screw you guys, i'm going home!"
peacerespectempathy
4.01.2006
Dani California
-Red Hot Chili Peppers
Getting born in the state of Mississippi,
Her Poppa was a copper and her Momma was a hippy,
In Alabama she will swing a hammer,
Price you got to pay when you break the panorama,
She never knew that there was anything more than all,
Well in the war your comfort to take me for.
Black bandanna, sweet Louisiana,
Robbing on a bank in the state of Indiana,
She's a runner,
Rebel and a stunner,
Come to Mirawais saying "Baby watcha gonna?",
Looking down the barrell of a hot bell 45,
Just another way to survive
California, Rest In Peace,
Simultaneous release,
California, show your teeth,
She's my priestess,
I'm your priest,
Yeah, yeah
She's a lover,
Baby and a fighter,
Shoulda seen it coming when I got a little brighter,
With a name like "Dani California",
Day was gonna come when I was gonna mourn ya,
A little low,
That she was stealing another bread,
I love my baby to death
California, Rest In Peace,
Simultaneous release,
California, show your teeth,
She's my priestess,
I'm your priest,
Yeah, yeah
Who knew the hardest side of you?
Who knew the hardest time to prove?
Too true to say goodbye to you
Too true to say, say, say
Pushed the fader,
Gifted animator,
One for the now,
And eleven for the later,
Never made it up to Minnesota,
Off the coated man,
Was gonna fill the quota,
Down in the Badlands she was saving the best for last,
It only hurts when I laugh,
Gone to fade
California, Rest In Peace,
Simultaneous release,
California, show your teeth,
She's my priestess,
I'm your priest,
Yeah, yeah
California, Rest In Peace,
Simultaneous release,
California, show your teeth,
She's my priestess,
I'm your priest,
Yeah, yeah
"California rest in peace...."
sound : bother - stone sour
i promis all of my 3 readers a longer entry in a little while.... it's just that i just posted quite a taxing reply to ajnu's blog..... i feel fucking drained....
but i have o put this up here...... everybody needs to see it......
THE RED HOT CHILI PEPPERS' - DANI CALIFORNIA!!!!!!
watch it and weep.... fusciante-love people..... frusciante-love.....
PS: i have the mp3 too.... heh heh heh.... had to brag.....
peacerespectempathy
i promis all of my 3 readers a longer entry in a little while.... it's just that i just posted quite a taxing reply to ajnu's blog..... i feel fucking drained....
but i have o put this up here...... everybody needs to see it......
THE RED HOT CHILI PEPPERS' - DANI CALIFORNIA!!!!!!
watch it and weep.... fusciante-love people..... frusciante-love.....
PS: i have the mp3 too.... heh heh heh.... had to brag.....
peacerespectempathy
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